It hurts so bad; so good; is there really a difference when it comes to pain? Pain is pain. It's this feeling of helplessness, feeling of being left out and the fear of being left behind; however irrational it might be and how irrational it really is. I feel like a burden on his shoulders, I no longer feel like the smile on his sweet lips.
I'd still never want him to go. I'd never want him to leave my life. I'd never want him to disappear. I always want him to stay.
